Felix Baumgartner about to step into the void (Photo by Jay Nemeth) |
"I know the whole world is watching now, and I wish the whole world could see what I can see: sometimes you have to go up really high to see how small you are."
–Felix Baumgartner, October 14, 2012, seconds before he jumped from 128,000 feet
Some weeks back, I wrote about Philippe Petite and Nik Wallenda, two high-wire walkers whose exploits had
inspired me. I thought their achievements – walking between the two World Trade
Centers in 1974, and walking across Niagara
Falls this past summer, respectively – were
awe-inspiring. Little did I know that some short months later, Felix
Baumgartner, an Austrian pilot and BASE-jump specialist, would trump that in an
earth-shattering, perhaps game-changing manner.
As a child, I was completely
obsessed with space travel. Like so many people of my generation, I grew while
attempts were being made during the Cold War to be the first man on the moon.
All the lead up to that event occupied many of my waking hours (though some of
it happened before I was four years old): Russia's Yuri Gagarin being the first
man in space; Alan Shepard, the first American; Russian Alexey Leonov becoming
the first man to walk in space; followed by Ed White, who performed the longest
walk in space at the time; the tragic deaths of White, Gus Grissom and Roger
Chaffee in Apollo 1; then there was Apollos 7 through 10 that proved man could
go to the moon and back.
As for Apollo 11 – July 20, 1969. Nothing more need be said.
Then followed the successful Apollos 12, 14, 15, 16 and 17. The near disaster of Apollo 13, and the herculean effort it took to get the men back alive. I remember mourning the demise of the moon landings, but became excited again when the shuttle missions started in April 1981. After a time, it too became all a little blasé because our astronauts and cosmonauts became, seemingly, little more than transport truck drivers in low-space orbit.
As for Apollo 11 – July 20, 1969. Nothing more need be said.
Then followed the successful Apollos 12, 14, 15, 16 and 17. The near disaster of Apollo 13, and the herculean effort it took to get the men back alive. I remember mourning the demise of the moon landings, but became excited again when the shuttle missions started in April 1981. After a time, it too became all a little blasé because our astronauts and cosmonauts became, seemingly, little more than transport truck drivers in low-space orbit.
Baumgartner mid-jump (Photo courtesy of Redbull Stratos) |
So during the early afternoon
this past Sunday, I stayed transfixed in front of my computer watching Felix
Baumgartner slowly rise into near space in a pressurized capsule attached to an
enormous helium balloon. (Can you imagine the funny voices you could have made
with that?) Due to the general lack of wonder about space travel today, I
didn't even know he was going to attempt it on October 14th until I heard a brief report on CBC Radio news, though I did know he'd cancelled his attempt early last week. Quickly I turned on my computer and went to the redbullstratos.com site. By then, the balloon was already at 85,000 feet. I switched on the TV to watch it there, too, and discovered that not even CNN (the station, when owned by Ted Turner, that used to religiously cover each and every NASA launch) was covering it in real time. So I continued to watch it on my computer (even though CNN did finally start reporting it when the capsule was close to 120,000 feet).
Joe Kittinger jumping from 102,800 ft in 1960 |
Strangely, as he was about to
jump, CNN abruptly cut the feed and went to talking heads as I continued to
watch and listen on computer (the computer feed was actually about 1 minute
behind the TV). At first, I thought the sponsor had not given the channel the
rights, but CNN later admitted they did it because they were afraid he'd augur
in and they didn't want that seen on live TV. I guess it was a good call, but
it showed a lack of trust in the preparedness of the flight. And yet, there was also some hypocrisy in this decision. Back in the day, CNN never flinched to show live shuttle launches even after the Challenger disaster. They didn't seem to shirk their newscasting job then, so why were they all sensitive now? Isn't that what a ten-second delay is for? Anyway, neither BBC News
or TSN (a Canadian sports channel) felt any reticence, because they showed it
live.
I will never forget the shot from above as Baumgartner, basically in space (you could see the curvature of the Earth), stood on the 'porch' of his capsule, said the quote I started off this piece with, and then he took a little hop and was gone. The hairs on my arms stood straight up as he jumped and plunged almost instantaneously out of sight.
I will never forget the shot from above as Baumgartner, basically in space (you could see the curvature of the Earth), stood on the 'porch' of his capsule, said the quote I started off this piece with, and then he took a little hop and was gone. The hairs on my arms stood straight up as he jumped and plunged almost instantaneously out of sight.
Photo by Balazs Gardi |
This event is not just about
showing off. It is about pushing our limits because that is what we, as a
species, do. If we don't do these things, if we don't challenge ourselves, if
we don't risk death, we are nothing more than a small, unimportant speck that
deserves to be forever locked on our little blue dot in the middle of nowhere
in the Milky Way.
I prefer to end with one of my
favourite quotes from Robert Kennedy (supposedly borrowing from George Bernard
Shaw's play Back To Methuselah)
who said, “There are those that look at things the
way they are, and ask why? I dream of things that never were, and ask why not?”
– David Churchill is a critic and author
of the novel The Empire of
Death. You can read an excerpt here. Or go to http://www.wordplaysalon.com for more information (where you can order the book, but only in
traditional form!). And yes, he’s begun the long and arduous task of writing
his second novel, The Storm and Its Eye.
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